Little known fact about myself, I love to write letters to my future self. hahah Sometimes I write ones to my next day morning self to waaaaaake up or for bigger events. It's really pretty amusing and fun (: This is a letter to my airport self.
On the folds opening it: Trust, The Divine is always taking care of you
Hey there!
So...it's the big day, huh? Congrats! You've probably been crying and feel so nervous you might implode! But don't worry! You won't! Implode, I mean... there will be implode-free crying though. Woo?
You're sitting in bed right now at the 727 house, feeling highly stressed. You don't know where you are going to live, I hope we figured that out. Also, you are cutting your hair soon and can't wait! If you hate it, remember all the yucky memories that got cut away with it.
You're in for a grand adventure by yourself. Will it be scary? Sometimes. Will it get lonely? Yes. Are you going to long for familiarity? Yes.
But remember, you are a phenomenal woman. You don't want a life built on comfortable bubbleness. You are open to change, being changed, and being uncomfortable. That in itself is a tremendous feat! You might not feel it but you ARE brave. Courageous. You have overcome a lot to get to this point and there is more to come but you're doing it. You're fucking doing it!
Please remember how deeply you can touch lives and let others do the same. It flows both ways. Be vulnerable. The people you love are miles away but only millicentimeters from your heart. Tap into that web when you feel lonely and homesick.
I love you so much. Thank you for all the hard work and lessons you've learned. This is going to be SOOO fun!!!!!
Love,
Jeni
(What Would Maya Do?)
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